It sucks so fucking bad. It sucks that I finally meet someone who treats me with so much respect and politeness, treats me like a man should treat a lady. Someone who is so flawless. Doesn’t treat me like shit like all guys I’ve gotten serious with. Takes me out to a bar, picks me up, buys me drinks, introduces me to his friends, holds my hand as we cross the road and doesn’t let go afterwards. He left for a while. And doesn’t contact me. I feel like I lost something I didn’t entirely have, and I can’t have it because it’s just too fucking good to be true.